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Back to Culling the Dream

What I love about blogging is that I get to see how easily I can get distracted and move onto other things while the draft of a new entry remains a draft for longer than intended.

“Dreams, Sacred Gifts, and Artists as Mystics,” is the title I gave to a new project that was just completed. I got to test some of my theories in hearing artists talk about their art, their sources of inspiration, and their desire to push toward transformation of themselves, their art, and the transformation of the world.

The inspiration for the project came from a dream, but the idea hit me at a time I was busily scrubbing away at the tile in the bathroom thinking about my next move. It was so clear–like a dream that came and said, “Do this. . .” and swiftly flew away. The difference to this shiny new idea is that this time I paid attention and didn’t judge it. I immediately stopped what I was doing, picked up the telephone to make contact with a friend who has access to the services at the Marin Community Media Center in San Rafael, CA. I submitted the proposal as requested, and two month later, I, as moderator, and a group of artists, Gary Politzer, fine art and digital artist; Diana Marto, fine art paper maker and performance artist; and MamaCoAtl, curandera, lyricist and singer, produced a video for public television to put my concepts to the test. It was thrilling–terrifying–but thrilling!

I froze, and we’ll have to do a voice over to cover up my shaky and faulty beginning, but so what! It got done and something good is coming out of it. Grand ideas don’t come to fruition unless we walk through the fire and spring them to life. So many times, I’ve had great ideas, instantly discounted them as absurd, and promptly laid them to rest before their glorious moment.

As the Guatemalan Day Keepers say, “The dream will struggle against the dreamer to be forgotten.” We must learn the art of stalking dreams and capturing them. Manifesting them must come from force of habit; otherwise, they become like King Tut’s jewels hidden within the dark mysterious chambers of Giza.

Here is an excerpt from Chapter Seven: Sacred Gifts of Corn Woman Sings which suggests you court your dreams and the gifts they bear:

“The topic of sacred gifts, most often merely called power, is vast and multileveled. As mentioned in the previous chapter, destiny calls, leaves directves and brings with it the tools to follow through. For us as dreamers, taking action is as important as receiving destiny’s request. . . The dreamer’s responsibility is to honor the gifts and follow the dictates of destiny according to the power that the gifts impart to you. Gifts of healing, seeing the future and the past, anticipating death, creative endeavors, and the like–carry with them responsibility to the spirit realm. These gifts are for the perpetuation and empowerment of the community. Their unfolding happens while we participate in listening and doing our part in making our mind, body and spirit ready for them. . .”

Dream:

“A group of students are filming their instructor’s lecture in the Financial District in San Francisco where I am having lunch on a low stone wall. The professor, a stocky Mexican man with black wavy hair, announces in his tutorial voice, ‘You must sing your song. When you have a song, you must sing it out joyously.’ That’s his lecture. With his talk concluded, he breaks into song–beautiful waves of energy flow from his lips like the music of silver bells. A Luscious melody resounds in my being, and the world stops to listen reverently. ‘Just sing your song. Everyone has a song to sing. Belt it out!’ He laughs sweetly.”

According to the Native Sages and Dreamers, the seat of reality lies within our dreams. There is a greater over-arching purpose that reveals itself to us over the course of our lives. Our job is to understand what that purpose is, and follow through on the smaller assignments that come to us as day dreams or flights of fancy. Stick to what makes your heart sing. Life just makes more sense that way.

Sing your song.
EBD

The Business of Living

How quickly time passes, yet, I suspect it is not so much that time passes quickly that I don’t make entries, but that I slow down to a little snail’s pace. My last entry was nearly a month ago; and I have this plan that I will announce my book to the “public.” But, first, I have to update the website, and I get derailed with a million other little plans that need further development. Then, too, big things happen: the death of a friend’s friend; a sister-in-law. Life has to slow down.

So, what’s the truth of what I am doing with the creative aspect of my life, the part of me that wants to be guided and operate out of my spiritual foundation? I forget the real plan, and I get caught up in minutia. An illusion crops up, that I am carrying this heavy duffle bag of the past filled with overwhelming feelings of dread, loneliness, abandonment–it slows me down, and I start calling it “time passing quickly.”

The point is to keep moving. There are so many options from which to choose to express the subtle, elusive creative response to Destiny. Do I choose to bring the heavy duffle bag? Because if I do, chances are I will come to a standstill. So, here is the solution I’m coming up with right now:

Just Do It! Leap into action and don’t ask questions. If it’s a desire of the heart, it needs expression. If it’s an item from a “to do list” of three weeks ago, so what? Just Do It. So, that’s what this topic is about–staying on track with the waking world, and doing that which brings the greatest joy to the soul.

Think about it, if we think and dwell on what’s wrong, we create more of what is wrong; but, if we gaze upon the brilliant light that flickers off and on, then eventually, we’ll get into the rhythm of the gift it offers and bring it to fruition. Let it shine.

Pick your star and make it shine! That’s what living out our Destiny is all about. What’s important to you? What makes you happy? Writing makes me happy. Talking about the creative process makes me happy. Getting others to join me in this march toward colorful expression makes me happy. And that’s what Destiny is all about. We keep moving forward even when we don’t feel like pushing through the inertia, or the duffle bag is too heavy to bring forward–leave it behind–and make something happen that makes you sing.

Where do dreams fit into this? Ahh. The Maya believe that the dream will struggle against the dreamer to bring it forth. Sometimes, you will have only a fleeting wisp of a thought. Leap for it as though grabbing for a light, fluffy feather. Hold it gently in your hand, and do something magical with it. Once exposed to the light of day, it’s real. Poetry spills out from this magical feather; bellies full of laughter become melodies making you swoon with rapture and make your heart swell with shouts of Joy and glee.

Take your time. Resistance shows up with harsh criticism. Don’t fight it; let it be and put it aside for a couple of hours or however long you need (within reason, of course). Dance around the resistance and hold to what is created. Let the birth of this creation settle and take hold. It’s yours! The gifts coming forth are reflections of your Destiny, and must be treasured.

Be well.

Creativity

Traditionally, in the Meso American cultures, discovering one’s creativity is a process toward transformation. In order to understand the images that come up on your dream screen, it’s helpful to be on the alert for them, and to REMEMBER that you are seeking direction from your guides.

Now, I haven’t said anything about dream guides, but these are like mentors that you will meet within your dreams that are guiding your process and will point out your strengths and weaknesses. That’s all I will say about dream guides for now, but more will come later.

Everything I say in this section is also in my book. I’m using this blog to engage you in the process toward transformation, self-discovery, and cultivation of your creativity. The dream world you have entered into is more real than the waking. However, in the West, we’re under the delusion that dreams are helter-skelter and not worth studying. Therefore, developing relationships in your dreams is no different than developing relationships in the waking world: you have to be nice, friendly, alert, observant, and generally, perceptive.

Creativity becomes an ally when you explore your creativity between waking and dreaming. If you take a step toward an image that you see in your dreams, the image steps closer to you as well. All this may appear to be at an unconscious level, but it is happening as long as it is your heart’s desire to be in touch with your inner world.

My dreams destiny/creativity dreams were separated by years between clues. That’s unnecessary here, however. You, I, and others can expedite the process by supporting each other’s process externally.

To summarize what I’ve stated in this blog entry: Be on the alert; treat your dream life as though it is more real than your waking life; Cultivate friendships with people who are trying to befriend you in your dreams.
It’s that simple.

Destiny cont’d

On the Threshold

Forgive me for procrastinating so long. I’m here to support you, but I had my own issues. I was afraid to let people know me on a day-to-day basis. Sound familiar? Thank you for your patience and your comments. I received some nice comments. Recently, I had a dream about a sleezy guy stealing my wallet who tricked me because I was guarding it with my life, and yet, he managed to steal it from me. When I woke up in the morning I saw that this dream meant that something/one had stolen my identity. But that’s just how Destiny is, it is ours, it presents itself to us individually, but we think we have all the time in the world to let it manifest. It’s quite terrifying, as evidenced by the number of blocked writers (bloggers like me) and other artists. The Maya believe that a dream struggles to remain anonymous; that it will hide so that we don’t remember it. Destiny is that way too.Creativity is part of our Destiny, and yet we wait for the weather to be perfect before we venture out to take the risk. Writing has been my passion since I was a girl of 15 years. Look how long it has taken me to externalize it! I trust you are identifying with what I am saying. Sure, I wrote my way through undergraduate school, then the Dissertation, and now Corn Woman, but there’s a way I’ve kept this a secret. That’s over now, and I am here also to share my wisdom.
Here’s what I say in Corn Woman Sings about how Destiny taps us on the shouder and grabs our attention: “For the dreamer/curandera, the topic of destiny is especially important because it defines her/his role in life, a role that is transmitted through dreams. The Aztec and Maya cultures highly valued the process of discovering one’s destiny, because the path toward it ran parallel to the path toward transformation. The dream guides the dreamer by showing the next level of attainment. As our dreams direct us, we find that in deciphering our destinies, we enter upon the ultimate of spiritual tasks–discovery of sacred gifts that lead to out transformation and transcendence as well as that of the world’s.
“Belief in destiny is a difficult concept for Westerners to accept because the idea is in direct opposition to self-determination by the individual. Yet, destiny neither negates responsibility nor leaves us open to whim. We have many choices to make. La curandera/medicine woman/artist may recognize a special talent in healing, music, art, writing or dancing, etc. The list is endless. In this paradigm, developing these talents requires taking personal responsibility to develop them for the sake of the culture. Destiny gives the means by which to create the powerful symbols and if we respond to it, teachings resulting from art. When destiny speaks, we feel the expansion of consciousness. The empowerment that follows provides the certainty and wherewithal to follow through.

Destiny

Discovering our destiny is a complex process, because we become privy to the immensity of the universe. . .Yet a feeling stemming from a deep knowing can be coupled with a doubt that dwarfs the gift and leaves you hungering for more proof of the greatness of what is given. Faith is indispensible, patient, crucial.”
And that, my dear friend, is why destiny is as slippery as a fish. It is filled with contradictions and conflicts, and courting it well worth your investment. More will be said later. . .
So, let’s continue with Destiny as a topic for a couple of entries and responses, and see how that works.
Thanks for joining me.
Abrazos,
Ellie